hey everyone

how has everyone been doing?

welps i come to tell everyone tht im prolly wont come to this xanga if ne of u ever need help tips sumone to talk to or even just sum one to make fun of im here u guys can AIM me XMy Eyes Burn13X e mail xdiamond-eyesx@hotmail.com

<3jessica

hey everyone

wleps just updating havnt done it in a wile welps i didnt get to try the diet wich pissed me off and im still stuck in the 120's  life sux wen ur fat hmm  im just gonna go and o great now i have to have counseling every two weeks it sux but im not saying shit man last week was my first day and i didnt say ne thing so now i have to write in a stupid journal and turn it in to the counsler thank gawd they dont no about my ED they think im just a litle depressed hmm but if they only new welps im glad its almost summer bczu with skool out of the way now i can focus on one thing my body

stay strong

&&

think thin**

<3jessica

ello loves hmm just updating cuz im bored

im gonna try this diet but hopefully my mom will not notice or if she does she'll let me keep doing it

pleze dont IM him  its my friends bf

BoysNightOutxEmo (10:57:52 AM): but tht means i have to get of line 
XMy Eyes Burn13X (10:57:56 AM): kk bye
BoysNightOutxEmo (10:58:03 AM): ur an asshole 
XMy Eyes Burn13X (10:58:16 AM): no im just wanting to make the soup lol
BoysNightOutxEmo (10:58:27 AM): wtf 
BoysNightOutxEmo (10:58:30 AM): bye
XMy Eyes Burn13X (10:58:35 AM): blehh  gine ill tell u
BoysNightOutxEmo (10:58:43 AM): ok
BoysNightOutxEmo (10:58:50 AM): tell me 
XMy Eyes Burn13X (10:59:04 AM): this is wat im doing
XMy Eyes Burn13X (10:59:34 AM): but i have to ask my mom and idk how
XMy Eyes Burn13X (10:59:40 AM): and i have to ask my mom adn idk how
BoysNightOutxEmo (10:59:45 AM): a diet?
BoysNightOutxEmo (10:59:47 AM): wtf?
BoysNightOutxEmo (10:59:49 AM): y?
XMy Eyes Burn13X (10:59:56 AM): bcuz i need to
BoysNightOutxEmo (11:00:04 AM): no u dont u dumbass
XMy Eyes Burn13X (11:00:10 AM): yea i do my mom told em to XMy Eyes Burn13X (11:00:14 AM): loose weight
BoysNightOutxEmo (11:00:23 AM): ur mom is on fucking crack 
BoysNightOutxEmo (11:00:38 AM): look ur gonna die if u get ne skinnier 
XMy Eyes Burn13X (11:00:44 AM): no i wont
XMy Eyes Burn13X (11:00:50 AM): i weigh like 122
XMy Eyes Burn13X (11:00:54 AM): or sumthing liek tht
BoysNightOutxEmo (11:01:17 AM): well i still weigh more than u and im a skinny ass mutha fucker
XMy Eyes Burn13X (11:01:26 AM): nbut ur taller
XMy Eyes Burn13X (11:01:29 AM): but**
BoysNightOutxEmo (11:01:32 AM): so?
BoysNightOutxEmo (11:01:39 AM): tht doesnt natter
BoysNightOutxEmo (11:01:43 AM): matter*
XMy Eyes Burn13X (11:01:53 AM): yea it does u can weigh more if ur taller im fucking 5'2
BoysNightOutxEmo (11:02:26 AM): im only 5'9"
XMy Eyes Burn13X (11:02:41 AM): ONLY ya c
BoysNightOutxEmo (11:02:52 AM): lol
XMy Eyes Burn13X (11:02:53 AM): but dont tell
BoysNightOutxEmo (11:04:10 AM): i cant believe u
XMy Eyes Burn13X (11:04:17 AM): wat r u talkign about
BoysNightOutxEmo (11:04:23 AM): DIET!
BoysNightOutxEmo (11:04:31 AM): no need for a diet 
XMy Eyes Burn13X (11:04:43 AM): i cant belive U!
BoysNightOutxEmo (11:04:49 AM): w.e 

isnt it stupid yet funny how ppl try to fil my head with fucking lies wleps stay strong **

<3

jessica

ello lovely ppl

welps how has everyone been doin?

ive been doing the same i decided to take a bbreak but i ended up having a panic attack bcuz of all the stress so i tihnk tht mia is liek my anti depression drug lol hmm i realize how horibble this fucking world is wen u r beautiful and thin everyone loves u and wen u r fat u rnt tht lovesd and i h8 tht i truely do wish tht ppl no matter wat were eaqually liked  bcuz this guy last eayr wen i weighed alot more then i do now he never paied attenion to me and todya he talked to me  and flirted with me i h8 tht i want a bf they make me more motavated and happy welsp i g2g my sis is coming welps bye byes loves

 think thin**

http://www.idiet4u.com/diets/sacredheart.html

<33jessica

i truely do hate myslef i cant explain how much pain i am in rite now not phsiclly i cant blive  everytihng tht has been going in in the last few days  its hard noing wtas going to happen and still try to sound liek ur ok to everyone else rite now i cood fucking care less if i died

just a tip dont trust ne one in this awful things

stay strong and think thin**

<333

jessica